I am so pathetic...without Amanda

So everyone its Matt and it is 2:00 in the morning. And I am completely pathetic. For those of you who don't know Amanda is in Utah visiting her family that is there. I am totally worthless without her, I can't sleep, I have only eaten pizza, I can't make any decisions on my own. I miss her so much, it hasn't even been 24 hours. She makesmy life so great and takes such good care of me, I really don't deserve her. Come home soon honey.